Are you pulling in what you desire, and pushing it away in the same breath?

“I think I just need more clarity before I can move forward”.

“Maybe it's just not the right time.”

“I don't want to rush into anything.”

“I should probably wait until things feel more stable.”

“I need to figure out all the steps before I begin.”

“What if it's the wrong decision?”

“I don't feel ready yet.”

“I'll know it's right when I feel more confident.”

“I don't want to waste time or energy if it's not going to work.”

“It doesn't make sense logically, so I should hold off.”

“I should just be grateful for what I already have.” (!!!)

“Maybe I need to do more research first.”

“It's probably just a phase, I'll feel differently soon.”

“What if I change my mind later?”

“I don't want to make a mistake.”

“I'm probably just being unrealistic.”

“Let me wait until I feel 100% certain.”

Sound familiar?

What's really happening underneath:

Fear of the unknown

Fear of failure (or success)

Fear of judgment

Attachment to control

Disbelief in what is possible for you

Old conditioning around productivity, logic, safety or worth

A nervous system that doesn't yet feel safe expanding into the next level

Conflicting beliefs and fears that are pushing away the thing you say you want.

But this is process of coming back to yourself – as long as you don't take your mind's stories as reality and move forward with your intuition instead.

This push, pull energy is where we stay stuck. Often your intuition pulls you towards somewhere new, exciting, with deep potential; and your mind pushes back out of fear in the same breath. One moment you feel motivated and excited, and then pull back when the time comes to take steps forward.

And I truly do understand! I have been in the same space, where my indecision and fear convinced me that if I didn't understand how it exactly would look in the future or feel momentum instantly, then maybe I didn't have everything I needed, it wasn't the 'right time' or I didn't have what it takes to start.

It wasn't until I realised that if you are creating your own intuitive aligned path and business, there WILL and should be unknowns. (Because it's your next level, if you knew everything, it would be your current level). I realised that I needed to trust before my mind or body actually trusted. I realised that the key was to MOVE towards the fear, and you'll receive the desire. Only then would I build the confidence and clarity I so desperately desired. Because if you want to feel free, fulfilled and abundant, the key is to trust the intuitive feeling even when the mind tells you it's unsafe or scary.

Trust is an active engagement with the unknown. It is a leap of faith. If you need assurance up front that every step will go exactly as you plan, you will never move forward. Taking aligned action in the direction of your intuitive nudges and curiosities is where you build trust, resilience, confidence and clarity. This is where you become the person who naturally manifests what you desire.

Confidence and clarity is not “found”, it is created as you move forward with where your intuition is telling you is the next step (not all the steps but the next). Moving towards what your mind says is 'risky', will strengthen your trust. It becomes a muscle that you then have for life – it just takes the first hurdle to step through to build.

Humans are more wired for comfort than discomfort, so you WILL go through a process of inner turmoil before that inner trust is established within you. This is where you build your trust muscle. The true test of whether the path is right for you is NOT whether it feels clear instantly, but whether it provides an avenue of growth that you are excited & curious about. Whether it allows you to explore & blossom into the person you came here to be, or conversely whether it keeps you in the same loops your soul desires to be free from.

The biggest and most important decision that led to all the above and brought me so much more was: Choosing to follow my intuition over my mind – and deciding to be decisive!

Not just when it was easy, obvious or uncomplicated. But especially when it was hard, challenging, uncomfortable & shit scary. I always said I was indecisive or “not ready” but really that was a protection mechanism, my emotional authority meant I never felt 1000% sure but that didn't mean I should spend my life sitting on the fence.

My life changed when I decided to finally make the decisions my intuition called me towards, without being certain or 100% sure where it was all going.

I hear this so often, “I feel my gut but my mind talks me out of it.” “I get an intuitive feeling but I don't really follow it”. Waiting for your mind & intuition to be on the same page will mean you'll likely wait forever.

If you desire change, your mind can't give you that. It's wired for sameness & to avoid risk. Change requires risk. So it'll say, “maybe tomorrow” “not right now” “that's not possible”. Your mind is full of conditioning and what you have always done - and when I decided to no longer live in fear, lack & smallness - my life transformed.

Only your intuition can guide you towards that change. The best decision you'll ever make is to start experimenting with following your intuition. Everything good, explorative, fulfilling and enriching comes from this place. And often, it is behind a fear - it is the human initiation into becoming the person who creates & aligns with what you want.

You don't need to “wait” until you are braver, more knowledgeable, more fit, more confident, more {fill in the blank}. The feelings & peace you're seeking doesn't come from becoming something else, but becoming more of who you actually are. All of you.

If you're here, you probably have a growth and curious mindset. But where are you creating blocks & barriers for your own growth?

Where do you not let yourself take the leap and do the thing your body & soul WANT?

If you have been thinking about it, feeling into it, and this Certification keeps coming into your awareness. It is absolutely not by accident or coincidence – there is something here for you.

You will become an expert in Human Design, transform your life, and be supported in creating your business. Whether you have already established your business or you are brand new, this Certification will create your foundations from the ground up in your personal and professional life. And we include all the somatics, embodiment and wider wisdoms to support you to create real change and transformation.

You don't need to know the exact direction or where it's all going just yet - that is coming.